Im 14 and no one in my life knows how i feel to cover what they know my dad is an acholic and my mom works all the time to support me and my lil sis she tries to be a good mom but she treats me like her scapegoat for all her anger and frustraition, what they dont know is that ive had 7 close relatives die in one week 15 close relavtives in 5 years and heck of a lot more i dont want to tell them because they will treat me like a baby, i can not feel anything, love or hate ive blocked myself from the outside world ppl think that they r close to me but they r nowhere near it i have mostly guy friends and im good at math and reading, I ride dirtbikes, fourwheelers, I skateboard, I play paintball, football, basketball, baseball, volleyball, hockey, softball, and I play the guitar and bass, im VERY good at video games I’ve beaten every halo game atleast 6 times ,I’ve been to every Ozzfest in the past 4 years I like Slipknot and almost every rock, heavy metal/death metal band there is and mostly I hang out with my best friend of 6 years CJ(16) is like a brother to me, we get in A LOT of trouble together from staying up until 5 A.M on school nights, setting of fireworks on the roof of my house, and jumping the 14 foot drop off my roof into my bushes and breaking my leg and a whole lot more we're inseparable anyways I wont open up to anyone...and pls don’t tell me to go see a psychiatrist it wont work...and I have very few friends because evryone thinks im too quiet...what can I do?
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o and the other day my uncle was cutting a piece of rope with a knife that had a gut hook on it well it slipped and my lil cousin was short enough to where it was going to hit her in the head and most likely kill her, i stuck my hand infront of the knife so it wouldnt hit her it pierced my hand and went almost all the way through, i could see the metal through my skin, it was blleding hard well i pulled it out and the hook on the end tore the inside of my hand more...i didnt shead a tear and i almost died my hand is paralized for a while from the nerves...it is wierd that i didnt feel any pain?
2007-02-15
10:16:20
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