still in kind of a "shock"state of mind.it happened so fast..he had a massive heartattack,and it happened right in front of my son,when they were out mowing this summer.I wasn't there,but my child called me on my cell.This man was our "rock',he meant the world to us.Now he's gone,and we miss him so much.wish there was some way to bring him back home to us ,and things be "normal"again.I have questioned my faith in GOD,so many times over this.how can he bring someone so wonderful into our lives,for 5 short years,then take him away from us like that,and why do bad things happen to good people.I've lost 30 pounds since that day,and still cry my eyes out alot,especially at night,when i'm laying in bed,where we use to snuggle and sleep,now there's nothing,but his pillows that he slept on,and they are still there,with the same pillow cases and all.am i crazy for being like that?and i feel such an empty space inside.i'm sure he wouldwant us 2 move on,but that's too much 2 swallow.any advice?
2006-10-21
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