We were 18 and in love but foolish...so we quickly parted and went our way...but I never forgot him. Now we're both happily married with children. He lives in Canada, I live in UK. I love him desperately. It is like a disease which comes back over and over again. We spoke briefly last year but after that he stopped suddenly. All I wanted was for us to keep in touch, nothing else. I have never experienced a mode desperate feeling. I want to make him remember me but this is impossible because I am very proud and I do not want to interfere in his life. We both write on a imigrants forum and this is where I "see" him and what he feels, what he thinks...and he sees me. But we do not comunicate because he made it clear that he does not want to. I know I appear to be a mental case but I am trurly desperate. A woman in her thirties with children and a husband should not behave this way, yet I can't stop. What's worse is that I constantly dream of him, day and night. Please help, I am desperate
2006-09-26
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