ive never had any real friends unfortunatley, and have great difficulty making any. i live on my own. and im very lonely. i fear it will always be this way. i have inner rage problems to. impules to lash out, when im havin an outburst. i really feel people and life have damaged me, i was victimised alot in my past, bullied throughout high school. i was sexually abused to as a kid. i wonder how im ever gonna find happiness, and a life. a girlfriend. a job. my own home. security. i have a destination, but i dont have a road map. i live in a small flat with not alot of possessions. my biggest problem however amoungst other distressing symptoms like racing thoughts, is my very low self worth. i dont feel capable of being loved, wanted or liked by anyone. i feel i have nothing goin for me. nothing to offer. except a mentally ill mind, and a vault load of bitterness and rage..which no girl wants. i have a criminal record to, which i feels ruined my life..how will i be able to achieve the
2007-02-01
17:20:41
·
5 answers
·
asked by
Anonymous
in
Other - Hardware