Lately, I've really wanted tell my ex that i love him. I still have feelings for him but i've never been in love, i just care for him a lot as a person. I felt strongly when we were together but didn't tell him b/c I was scared but lately I realized that he should know how I feel. So I went to go see him (we stayed friends) and before I could say anything, he told me he's gay and i'm one of the first he's told. I was shocked but decided to tell him anyway b/c whether gay or straight, it's still how I feel and wanted to do what I came there to do- which is to let him know how much I care. I ended up getting really emotional at the time and now I feel stupid because I'm afraid I scared him and that now he thinks I'm just totally in love with him and really dumb and pathetic. I'm happy he's able to be who he is and I don't have any delusions, I'd just like to stay close. Was it wrong for me to say anything if there was no pt? I'm afraid I made things awkward and ruined our friendship.
2006-10-24
06:00:30
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