Something is terribly wrong with me. I think demons are tormenting my soul. Ever since elementary school, I have had many problems such as learning disabilities, ADHD, anxiety, obsessive compulsive disorder, and very severe depression. When I was 13 I was such a wreck that I feared I was going to hell so I was baptized in water. Obviously, I was baptized for the wrong reasons and I feel as though Jesus has condemned me for treating his blood like it was worthless. I have never felt saved and have never had a conviction deep down inside that Jesus did in fact die for me. No matter how hard I try to acquire faith, I can never attain it...it's so hard for me. My soul is stricken with fear, countless medications work to no avail, and I feel as though demons are hindering my access to findind faith in God. Sometimes when people begin praying and using Jesus' name, I feel hot flushing and uncomfortable feelings and this upsets me very much. I am fear-stricken and plagued with doubts. Help!
2007-06-29
18:10:17
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Ben
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