I just feel so screwed up please.
I'm a baby christian, 14 going on 15 this year.
God has revealed a lot to me, by visions, and has encouraged me alot.
And i'm thankful for that.
I used to like my form teacher, and with God's strength, and somewhat overcame it.
But now, its back again!!! I started lusting about my teacher yesterday, i couldnt help it!!
Then today, i watched a lot of porn. I feel so dirty after that.
My mind is in a whirl.
I really dont know what to do...
People out there, as a baby christian, did you go through ups and downs, and how did you manage to persist on, and keep your christian faith? My faith usually only lasts for 1-2 weeks, before i backslide!! And i have backslided for so many times already!!!
Sigh.. i'm so disappointed with myself...
2007-06-29
16:18:57
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