I feel so screwed up. To christians, how?

Question

I just feel so screwed up please.
I'm a baby christian, 14 going on 15 this year.
God has revealed a lot to me, by visions, and has encouraged me alot.
And i'm thankful for that.
I used to like my form teacher, and with God's strength, and somewhat overcame it.
But now, its back again!!! I started lusting about my teacher yesterday, i couldnt help it!!
Then today, i watched a lot of porn. I feel so dirty after that.
My mind is in a whirl.
I really dont know what to do...

People out there, as a baby christian, did you go through ups and downs, and how did you manage to persist on, and keep your christian faith? My faith usually only lasts for 1-2 weeks, before i backslide!! And i have backslided for so many times already!!!

Sigh.. i'm so disappointed with myself...

Answer 1

Oh goodness no need to feel disappointed with your self. But kid you need to relax and this is probably just temptation your trying to fight off. Honestly, it sounds like your about to go crazy, please go relieve yourself or take up a sport and stop spending so much time watching porn for GOD's sake!!! GOD BLESS
By they way many people do that your not the only one, and GOD will forgive you (just dont use that as an excuse) and it takes time to fully grasp faith. By the way, what the heck is a "baby christian", no offense thats kinda funny.

Answer 2

Don't be disappointed, we all backslide, the question is when we return does he accept us? Yes, it is hard to tell the difference between lust and love, but we are understood in the fact that we want to change, want to obey. Of course you are going to lust after flesh, it is in our nature, and I have had some annoying recurring fantasies, just know that we are not the ones who are perfect, and when satan influences us it is only so he can accuse us. Believe in forgiveness from God in the form of his Son, Jesus Christ.

Answer 3

We all have. Memorize this...

There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus, who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit. - Romans 8:1

Cast out the porn, and if you are getting it via the Internet, turn off your service. Your soul is more important. Now fill your days by just resting in Him. All you need to do is just love your Lord. Everything else will fall in to place.

John 14
“If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word; and My Father will love him, and We will come to him and make Our home with him."

I used to feel the way you did. 1 Cor. 3:11-15 set me free...
Of all the things I do, whether worthless deeds of the flesh, or worthwhile things of the spirit. It does not matter. If your foundation is Christ, I will be saved, and the acts of my flesh will be burned to a crisp, and the fruit of the Spirit will be gain--purified by His judgement.

Now go in the grace and mercy of God and just praise Him!

Answer 4

I urge you to pray and read the Bible. The Bible tells newborn Christians to desire the sincere milk of the word. Also, it is so helpful to be part of a good church and have friends who can lift you up in prayer. Remember that temptation is not sin, but acting on the temptation is the sin. Make up your mind before a temptation presents itself how you will respond. Remember to ask the Lord to deliver you from temptation. The Bible tells us if we sin to "confess and He is faithful and just to forgive and cleanse us from all unrighteousness".

Answer 5

You are fighting a spiritual battle. Every time you take a step toward God, Satan will do everything he can to trip you up. That is the way he operates. If I may suggest, read Ephesians 6:10 thru 18. It will help you to have victory over Satan.

Answer 6

let me tell you a story:
there was a man he had a Brown dog and a gray dog.
every week he would fight them he always could guess which one would win..never wrong and he made a lot of money betting on them..what was his secret?
when he wanted the brown dog to win he would feed it well, and he would starve the gray one, and vice versa.
get the point if you feed the flesh it will win, if you feed the spirit it will win....try less porn and more bible and you will grow stronger....God Bless

Answer 7

Find a trusted friend to be accountable to.
Jesus sent disciples out in twos...
The enemy has a field day when we battle alone. We grow weary real fast. Thta's where accountability comes in.

Answer 8

Spend more time reading the word of God and praying.

Answer 9

Think about something else! How about Jesus.


God Bless

Answer 10

find someone you are close to and can trust to help you get in line with God's word. he can heal you of this but you need someone who lives near you to help you everyday with this.