OK, so I have always believed in God. Then I started going to church more. I learned that being saved is not only believing in Jesus, because the devil believes that, that it is a relationship with Jesus. So I start reading my bible everyday, first the new testament then the old, I'm almost done. I was praying everyday.
Then I realized, I have no desire to save others. I don't feel bad about my past sins, not that I'm heartless, I just don't feel bad. Also, I didn't go to Jesus because I know I'm a sinner, but because I'm scared to death of Hell! Even though I choose to believe in Jesus, I have virtually no faith, because I am so skeptical. I've prayed for more faith and more of a desire to save others, but if I'm not saved, how can will God hear my prayers? I am actually very uncomfortable talking to people about religion at all. A well known preacher said that if I didn't have the desire to save others then I wasn't saved, because if I was really saved, then I would be motivated to.
2007-03-02
13:11:28
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