this year was really stressfull for me, and i prayed a lot, and made promisses to God (really childish ones) in order to help me, and i can say that for a while he did, and he really "talked" to me, and everything went well, but after a while, i somehow departed from Him, i've sinned more and stopped talking to him every day, and now i feel like i've abandoned HIm, and He abandoned me, and now i really need HIm, because i graduate, and i have final exams, and i'm freaking out, though i've been studying. i don't know how to get close to Him again. I thought confession will help, but i don't have the strenght... i never do. It's the most horrible place for me, to admit that i'm not the person i want to be. Going there is some kind of a sacrifice for me, and i thought that i make it up to God for my sins. I konw it's childish, and immature, but i really need someone to turn to, and He always gave me hope, when i needed, and was besides me.
2006-06-24
19:43:22
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wendy
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