My boyfriend of a year (we're both 22yrs old) is gay. I'm shocked, but I have to admit that I've questioned him for awhile now. He would always make fun of guys and talk about gays in such a derogatory way...and it always made me wonder. It hurts so much to know that he doesn't love me and would rather have a guy it seems. I don't get it. I don't know what I did wrong, even though I know it wasn't me, I still feel somehow like it was my fault. I am still in shock. In fact, he STILL will NOT admit to being gay, he has just told about his oral experiences with men. To me, that means gay, or that he's very confused. I've never had a problem getting guys or having them "want" me sexually, but with him, he was always came off as not that sexual with me, and would actually make me feel bad for wanting to have sex with him. He said I was sex crazy! I'm not, it's just that he's been gay this entire time, is what i make of it! Help! What do I do? Should I just forget about this guy entirely?
2007-10-05
08:49:27
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender