i desperatly want to emigrate from britain and build a new life, get friends, a partner, get into employment, and just basically achieve happiness and security.
but i feel ill never accomplish these goals and iam stuck here.
im in a one bedroom apartment on welfare benifits, i have bpd, im trying to get some therapy, i reside in britain, but was born in france, iam from se france, i came here at 7.
ive never been employed due to my problems, i have alot to get through, and i feel to overwhelmed by it.
im worried ill be stuck here in britain, in these circumstances forever and i wont no how to get out, or ill be stopped from leaving.
i'll be shackled here. iam stuck here forever until i die. ill never get away, never discover the world, ill never meet new people..never have happiness, never find a partner....ill never emigrate like i so dearly want to...it'll never happen...none of it.
the walls of this apartment are closing in,like a b horror movie.
please can anyone help?
2007-09-25
00:37:01
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