i desperatly want to emigrate from britain and build a new life, get friends, a partner, get into employment, and just basically achieve happiness and security.
but i feel ill never accomplish these goals and iam stuck here.
im in a one bedroom apartment on welfare benifits, i have bpd, im trying to get some therapy, i reside in britain, but was born in france, iam from se france, i came here at 7.
ive never been employed due to my problems, i have alot to get through, and i feel to overwhelmed by it.
im worried ill be stuck here in britain, in these circumstances forever and i wont no how to get out, or ill be stopped from leaving.
i'll be shackled here. iam stuck here forever until i die. ill never get away, never discover the world, ill never meet new people..never have happiness, never find a partner....ill never emigrate like i so dearly want to...it'll never happen...none of it.
the walls of this apartment are closing in,like a b horror movie.
please can anyone help?
2007-09-25 00:37:01 · 3 answers · asked by Anonymous in Social Science ➔ Psychology
iam 30 now, dealing with bpd, isolated and living alone...having survived a traumatic life.
i feel people have alienated me, and my life will never work out, things are working against me and ill never leave here
2007-09-25 00:40:09 · update #1
Keep on keeping on. Take life moment by moment > the road may get a little rough sometimes and the journey may seem hard > choices are made some good some to so good, yet >you will learn from all the choices > you may cry to night but joy shall come in the morning > things to come are always better than things past > every one has a bright and promising future > just believe and, remember this little saying you have probably heard before > if life deals you lemons make some lemonade. God loves you and so do I.
2007-09-26 00:52:04 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Woah you need some kind of antidepressant. When I felt that way Zoloft did wonders for me. But the main thing you should know is that ...YOU are strong enough to change your life! Get a job...even a crappy one save enough to move somewhere else and do it!!!! I have faith in you ...you need to feel the same :)
2007-09-25 00:47:48 · answer #2 · answered by ? 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
get up, and clean up your house, and make the best of a bad situation...be positive, and clean up and redecorate the place, any place can be nice, if you want it too..it is your sanctuary for now, so make it as nice as you can for yourself..get it organized, and keep on focusing on that dream...but in the meantime, make your home your castle..your dreams are just a wish away
2007-09-25 00:44:25 · answer #3 · answered by MotherKittyKat 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋