I am 17 years old, I already had a 1 year old baby. I believed that in spite of what happened to me, of how much hurt I felt, and how much I have hurt the ones who cares for me, still, I haven't changed. After I gave birth, still, I am the party-goer, a smoker, an irresponsible mom, a spoiled brat daughter, a lazy young girl who do nothing but self-centered business. Yes, I am aware of how bad I am, and I've always wanted to change but never It does happen to me.
My parents are the ones I hurt the most but then I am aware of how I talk **** them. The father of my baby, yes, We are still together in spite of what happened. But my parents have no idea about it. We always have sex even if we already had mistaken once, we are hard headed. Besides of wanting having sex with him, I'm scared of not having it, because he might long for it and have it done with other woman and eventually will leave me and our child.
Now tell me, HOW CAN I HELP MYSELF??? I really need strong advices...please.
2007-10-31
04:22:24
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