I went to church and pray i that i am not the antichrist, but i feel i am, since i saw many strange picture of the cloud on night shape like a phoenix and then a dragon one week later. Deep inside i get a feeling i dont believe in god and his teaching, but i try to go to church and this sunday i went to church for my third time in ten years. All my time i was hiding from church and the people i feel am i not belong to god or i feel changed. Each time i hear the holy city Jerseaulum, my affection toward that city make me seeking or seeing it myself. It feel like my conscious is connected with that city one way or another. I still not sure what i will do next and my pain kept increase and i not crazy, or insane. I question myself do i seek power,destruction, and death or not seeking any other of those and live to hiding. I dont want any disruption to peace and end up commited the most sinful in my life. I request anyone to help me and tell me what i should do? Antichrist or not?
2007-10-21
13:10:49
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