I wasn't able to see my shrink this week, and I can't figure out if something that I do is normal or not. I have to live a completely different life in my head while I'm going through my day. I would liken it to hearing voices in my head and daydreaming at the same time, yet it's definitely not one of the two. This has been going on since I was little (about 4 or 5), and is sort of like an ongoing story. I can't control if it happens, but I can control everyone and what goes on. In the world in my head, I know those people exist, but they don't know that I do. I don't exist in that world, I'm someone else.
It's never really been a problem for me, the only time it interferes with my life is when I'm trying to get to sleep and I can't because I have to "finish something up" in my mind. It never messes with my social life, it just has to go on at the same time, so I'm doing two things at once. To tell the truth, I sort of enjoy it and can't imagine my life without it.
2007-01-14
12:08:36
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