I am in extreme love with a teacher. But, due to some problems, I am restricted to keep base with that teacher.
I don't like that because I always feel like I have to do it. I can't resist myself. My parents are Indian, so being an Indian means having lots of restrictions. Every one from each side is pressurizing me to do something or the other. The teacher and my counselor says to stop it. My friends say to get help, which I am doing from the beginning and that never, till date, helped me a bit. It just kept growing. My parents are saying to me that I don't want to study and graduate high school. They are also not helping me and constantly criticizing about not studying.
I usually never do anything after school, like hang out with my friends or anything else because my parents won't let me. So, this gives me a lot of time to work on my homework and study. But I just can't concentrate. I sleep at 2:30 or 3:00 every day and get up at 6:00. I hate my life. Even thought of killing.
2007-10-18
19:27:52
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Deepu
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Mental Health