I keep thinking of my exbf, people from highschool, and I let it affect my thinking now. I feel so bad about myself. I just never got over anything, it manifested into depression for me. I had anxiety growing up and I couldn't really socialize with others. I was extremely sensitive and I always placed my self-worth or value on what others said. I was feeling fine over the last few days. But now the past is coming back to bite me in the but again. I want to move on. There are things I like to do now. I'm afraid every move I make for the rest of my life will be critiqued by these people. Why do I care? I don't know. I feel like no one accepts me. But I've never accepted myself. I am working on it, but I just want to be free of the past and not let it rule my life. (I'm in therapy already, so I don't know what to do.)
2007-03-08
14:35:31
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