everyone keeps turning to me for advice and telling me they're going to kill themselves. i've been diagnosed with bi-polar depression, so perhaps that explains some of the following: i've been randomly getting angry at people, and randomly bursting into tears, i've quit drinking because i found myself drunk more often than sober, which is bad and illegal for my age, i find myself constantly wanting to have sex with 2 of my guy friends and i absolutaly hate my mother and father(i resent the fact that i can't call them "mum and dad" without being grounded) i feel ugly even when i'm at a photo shoot, i feel fat even when i'm told that i need to gain some weight, and when i'm at fencing training i get so much rage that alot of my opponents wont fight me for fear of injury... why is all of this happening? i don't understand, it scares me, i've never not understood anything before... could this be a stress reaction, from finding my sister dead? or seeing my friend get hit by a car? help?
2006-10-19
21:05:32
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fiery_saph
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Mental Health