I've had Genital Herpes for over a year now. I'm an eighteen year old attractive female.. Though Genital Herpes could be described as the least of my problems.. though it was such a lovely present.. after I found out I became bedridden for over a month.. basically numb and a vegetable. I was employed but became very sick at work since I was misdiagnosed, then you guessed it, I became unemployed. I've had a few jobs after that and eventually I dropped out of high school. Though sometimes it isn't too heavy on my mind other times it is bringing me down. I've been to counseling and been on medication and I understand other people out there have it much worse. I've attempted suicide more than once.. I have a lot to offer and I've been accepted by men even with the lovely present but I still feel as though I am worthless, now unattractive, and dirty. I feel everything I have to offer means nothing and life is meaningless. Anyone experience similar feelings after contracting the disease?
2006-08-31
08:36:01
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