I really don't think I can handle any of these feelings anymore. The person that I have been in love with for the last 4 years told me about a month ago that he never wants to see me again. I can't stop thinking about him and what an idiot I am for making this such a big deal. We stopped going out in January, so this shouldn't be such a big deal. I've even started to outline a note and a list of "last things to do" in my head before it happens. I can't get help, because if I ever did, my parents (who I live with) would make fun of me, they tend to follow me into every room of my house, including me in the shower, and tell me what a terrible ****-up I am at everything, including my last relationship and I can't stand it anymore. I am in constant physical pain(nerve damage to my knee) that is close to unbearable, and the only thing that helps is booze, and I'm drikning alot more then I want to beause of it. I don't think that there are anymore options, I've tried talking to friends
2006-08-29
13:20:39
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crazypantsmcgee69
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