At the beginnig of 2005 I was anorexic. I would go days without eating, even though I knew I should eat.Then slowly, with the help of my friends and my mom, I got better. Then, at the beginning of this year, I started having problems again. I would go days eating nothing but SlimFast bars and half a meal. Again, with my friends help, I got better again. Lately I have had days where I think I am fat, even though deep inside I realize I am not. I wouldn't eat much on those days. I don't want to be anorexic again. And I can't go to a clinic or rehabitalization center because we don't have much money and it's not that serious, but still. I pray. But what should I do?
By the way, I am a dancer, so I have an athletic body. I have hips too, so I'm not a little stick, which I actually am grateful for. I have boobs, and I have a butt, and I have muscular thighs.
So I know I'm not really fat, deep down, but I can't help but feel that way.
Thank you.
I am 15, BTW.
2006-08-07
19:12:47
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Women's Health