I am 33 years old. I weigh 340lbs and only 5'7". I suffer from borderline personality disorder, which means I hate myself, I feel lost and alone all the time, and I cut myself to feel better, and as a punishment as well, because I'm not good enough for anyone: not my parents, my brother, friends, or God. I have over $10,000 in credit card debit. I work two deadend jobs which don't pay for crap. I'm so tired all the time from all the psych medication I take for my problems (much of which don't seem to work) and I can't afford therapy right now and I haven't had a date or anything else with a woman in over 4 1/2 years. Can someone please tell me why I should get out bed in the morning? And don't give me a religious answer. Where was He when I was molested as a child or ignored by my parents or felt so alone and in so much pain and just wanted to die as a teen . Can someone please give a me a reason, please? Because I can't really think of one.
2006-08-05
17:09:32
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