my only love, a really special and intelligent male 26 in san antonio texas, has left many times over the past 10 years. He cheated on me, lied to me and basically it was somewhat emotional abusive. I know i did wrong and so did he. but we were persestant. we wanted us to work. however, a year ago he left for good. This past aprkl i made contact with him because i needed to tell him that my time had come. Facing a terrible battle of cancer, my options are limited and now only 1. I would do anything to talk to this person, but i know it would be emotional and very hard. I saw this male back in April and it was thes best day of my life, however, he had sex with me and then told me he didn't want to have anything to do with me. I later found out he had a girlfriend. Devistated? to say the least.. But what do you do when you are given a few weeks, if that to live. Is it worth it? I guess if it was he would be here right? As for the meantime, I live life as if it were my last day,
2006-06-28
17:13:57
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