I`m just a normal looking 27 year old lad but ive always suffered from shyness and lack of confidence. In school I was very reticent and the teachers thought there was something wrong with me. I had few friends then. I`ve always been a bit of a loner really. i never participated in anything and was very antisocial and lived in dread with anything involving socialising.
In my twenties ive gained a little more confidence but am still very negative. Ive never had a girlfriend and the thought of talking to one properly seems daunting. I`m always comparing myself to other people. I dont really have any real friends to go out with just occasional outings with workmates.
If I go out I`m nervous about being in a packed place and just end up getting drunk or diseappearing. If a girl looks at me i`ll probably just ignore it or just assume she`s being polite. I make excuses.
I know this sounds very strange but i just cant seem to dig myself out. I`m really fed up with all this
2006-06-28
22:28:35
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Ryan
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Mental Health