i love my boyfriend with half my heart. i love my best friend with ALL my heart! of coarse, neither of the two know. but ulysses(my best friend) is the man of my dreams. he is my twin mentally. its crazy, i never smile as much as i do with him. we both do the same things unintentionally and when we call eachother to talk about it... its liek deja vu! i have felt like this since i met him in 7th grade and even told him one time... kinda... alright, he asked if i ever liked him in the past and i said yes. i never said i still do though! *sigh. i wish i did right then and there! its just so hard. sometimes he says he has a big secret to tell me and my heart tells me he is going to confess his love for me... but then he tells me he is gay, he gave oral sex, or something crazy like that. i want to cry every time! every girlfriend he introduces me to are my sworn enemies! lol. i havent met any of his boyfriends though... grrr! lol. what should i do!
2007-10-10
05:32:07
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Yetta
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