I was raped about 3 years ago when I was out for the night with my friends, staying in a bed and breakfast.
I didn't want the hassle of trying to find him and going through the heartache of a police service and investigation, so my friends cleaned me up and looked after me for a few days.
It took me about 6 months before I gained any confidence to go out again. And it took me a long time to trust anyone.
But I did get over it.
Now, 3 years down the line, I'm happy and settled with my partner who I love with all my heart, and we are trying for a baby, and suddenly, yesterday night and today, quick images keep coming into my head, like flashbacks. I am starting to remember his smell and what he looked like and the words he whispered to me and I can't stand it.
I don't want to upset my partner and tell him.
Has anyone else had this?
2007-10-10
01:20:28
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sweet_steph27
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