All my life, i've been trying hard to get her attention, aproval or a slight gesture of love, after all she seems to love everyone else why not me? im her daughter. She has never told me she hates me, since i was little all i heard was "im not saying i dont love you, im just saying i dont like you" or "im bad and mean to you cuz you have more guts than yor brother", or things like "why dont you just go away", nothing that i do is enough for her, everything about me seems to disgust her. I'm a hard working woman, and a single proud parent, i've had certain money problems and she has helped me, but thats as close as i get to a gesture of kindness from her, she has always been like that with me, im 29, and now i realize that all of my insecurities are based on the fact that she has always rejected me. How can i just get her out of my system? i dont want to hate her, but i also dont want to love her, i think there is a limit, and she has done a lot of psycologycal damage already
2006-10-01
05:43:35
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MaG
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