I cheated on my husband of 13 years, I thought I didn't love him anymore,we are going through all the steps of getting divorced,I have now realized this new man in my life is not what I want my husband is my soulmate I miss him all the time,I can't get this new guy to leave me alone, he calls all the time shows up at my door uninvited, he loves me but I can't love him I am in love with my husband.I told my husband he could move back home, he said he wasn't doing that again,I can't say I blame him. I am heartbroken to no end I miss my old life we got married at 16 and were very happy until we just quit spending time together like we had before.I know he still loves me and I know he still loves me.It seems like we are always trying to hurt each other but like he said we try to hurt each other all the time because we still love each other.He came over for Christmas and I went to take him a cover he was sleeping on the couch and he grabbed me and said you are what I want. It broke my heart
2006-12-26
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