I left my ex-husband 1.5 years ago and had my divorce Apr this year. Everybody told me that my ex is a bastard, but I just couldn't believe that. He visited prostitutes/has mistress, also passed desease to me; while I was already suffering from depression, panic, cyst, etc. He refused to divorce so that we can keep the house, but agree we live our own life. 1.5 years ago I met my current boyfriend (an old classmate). I suffered from serious brokedown then. With his helps and encouragement from all other people (incldg doctors), I left my ex, back to my homecountry, then divorced. But being with my BF, I keep looking back - my ex, the place I stayed and my job. Sometimes I even accused my BF for breaking us up, although I know that it is not true. It seem VERY hard for me to start my new life here.I feel this is not my place/my home, I keep wanting to go back-my "old place" and life style. But being here, my health has improved tremendously. How to know what exactly I want?
2006-12-10
05:22:29
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