I dont really know why im writing this Im a 21 y/o male, apparently im an attractive guy and have a great personality (from what people tell me) yet ive never had a girlfriend..Ive only ever kissed a girl once, and now it is taking its toll, when ever i try getting to know someone they show interest for a while, nothing progresses, or then they go cold on me. Im turning to drugs and alcohol now and feel like im letting myself go, although on the surface people probably wouldnt realize my pain. I learnt to put on a face.
I dont know what to do , Im becoming an alcoholic , and abuse harder drugs, and no one except my best mate really knows..
So im resorting to this, I cant keep dumping everything on my friend (although he is a christian) as i would feel guilty...
Please understand im not trying to make everyone feel sorry for me, Im just trying to get it off my chest, before I do something irreversible.
thanks for bothering to read this.
Jase.
2006-11-12
15:38:09
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