He seems to have moved on, but I am still raw. It's a long story. My bio-father never supported my mother's pregnancy. They were both in college, and he made no effort to see me, or provide for me. He left for his home country when I was about a year old. I found him again in my early twenties, after giving birth to my own child and we communicated for awhile. I soon discovered he was still the arrogant, selfish little boy he was when he abandoned me in the first place. I cut ties with him. Part of me regrets this, but he gave me no other choice. I still cry over this. I think about how life might have been with his presence. I think about all the relatives that are oblivious to my existence. I think of my own child and that he might suffer from this void as well. I think about how this man stole so much from so many people and yet, he seemingly takes no accountability.
What can I do to move on? How can I heal?
2007-11-10
06:53:47
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