Today was probably the worst day in my life, the guy that im in love (he is straight) and he doesnt know that im in love with him (maybe he suspects) it was almost trying 3 months that i didnt see him but i was sending him some email (in christmas and new year) and never he replied, and also have him on my msn contacts, yesterday i left a message and today i saw that he deleted me from his contact list! now i cant see him at least there (on msn) i feel like i just want to die, i feel like shxx, im old guy (35) and i cant believe why im feeling like this, i love him.........and just want to dissapear now, what i can do, nobody knows that I am gay! i dont have nobody to talk with this, omg. really im crying now. Thanks
2007-01-17
08:43:08
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adam b
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender