I am a manic depression disorder mess. I've been treated with Wellbutrin, Paxil, Neurontin for 8 yrs & Topamax for the past 2+ yrs. 5 weeks ago Topamax was replaced with Depakote because of headaches. My problem is I'm gaining weight, my hair is falling out, I'm tired and having tremors now which is throwing me into a deep depression. I need to replace the Depakote with something that that will help me sleep sound avoiding nightmares, balance with Paxil for panic attacks & Wellbutrin XL for depression, Nuerontin for pain & nerve sensations. I also take Adivan when I'm out of control. I know meds are a balancin****t & patience is a virtue, but I'm about ready to jump out of my skin ~ wish I could just run away from myself. All those racing thoughts, fearfulness, and feeling all alone ~ will I ever be At 14 my fight w/depression & panic began and in my 20's mania arrived, my mania shows up about 2x a year. At 50 I'm asking for real input from other Bi-Polars on what helps them cope?
2006-06-30
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