I am a manic depression disorder mess. I've been treated with Wellbutrin, Paxil, Neurontin for 8 yrs & Topamax for the past 2+ yrs. 5 weeks ago Topamax was replaced with Depakote because of headaches. My problem is I'm gaining weight, my hair is falling out, I'm tired and having tremors now which is throwing me into a deep depression. I need to replace the Depakote with something that that will help me sleep sound avoiding nightmares, balance with Paxil for panic attacks & Wellbutrin XL for depression, Nuerontin for pain & nerve sensations. I also take Adivan when I'm out of control. I know meds are a balancin****t & patience is a virtue, but I'm about ready to jump out of my skin ~ wish I could just run away from myself. All those racing thoughts, fearfulness, and feeling all alone ~ will I ever be At 14 my fight w/depression & panic began and in my 20's mania arrived, my mania shows up about 2x a year. At 50 I'm asking for real input from other Bi-Polars on what helps them cope?
2006-06-30
10:32:32
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I've changed psychiatrist 5wks ago, I've also tried Xanax which made me feel antsy and I had more suicidal fleeting thoughts. I'm considering going back to Topamax or asking for Abilify. Does anyone take Lexapro?
Topamax and Dupakote are normally used for seizures, they were prescribed for my broken sleep patterns and nightmares, Topamax by my old psychiatrist, Dupakote by my new doctor. I've also seen my regular doctor within the last 4 months. I am looking for alternative meds to ask my psychiatrist about trying, or treatments. My Bipolar is considered border line severe and I have been on highest doses allowed.
My new Psych doc is also counseling me on methods to help me control what I can.
2006-06-30
11:57:35 ·
update #1