U see I loved 'hard' once but the love wasn't returned. I found out the man I'd die for, he wasn't even concerned. In time it turned. He tried to burn me like a perm. Although my eyes saw the deception my heart wouldn't let me learn. From um, some dumb woman was I & everytime he'd lie, he would cry & inside I'd die. My heart must have cried a thousand deaths. Compared myself to Toni Braxton. Thought I'd never catch my breath. Nothing left, he stole the heart beating from my chest. I tried to call the cops, but that type of thief they can't arrest. Pain supressed, will lead 2 cardiac arrest. Diamonds deserve diamonds but he convinced me I was worth less. When my peoples would protest, I told them mind their business, cause my sh*t was complex. More than just the sex. I was blessed, and couldn't feel it like when I was caressed. I spent nights cutching my breast overwhelmed by GOD's test. I was GOD's best contemplating death with a Gillette. But no man is ever worth the paradise MANIFEST
2006-07-01
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