I have recently become very preoccupied and nervous about death. I feel bad for saying this, but I love the way my life is now and I am scared that I wont be able to enjoy those things in Heaven, like playing the clarinet, reading, sewing, baking, helping little kids and the poor (well it will be good that there will be no poor in Heaven), spending time with friends, shopping (I am NOT materialistic...I mean I barely have any $ as is, it was a huge mess that started the summer when I was 14 my family is just getting "back up and on our feet"), spending time alone with my mom, the rain (i find it peaceful), the change in seasons and so on.
I have tried praying but I have found no peace. I try to be the best Christian I possibly can be and nothing gets better : ( I am only 16 and I don't want to live the rest of my life with depression. I don't want my relationship with God to be ruined either. Please help!!
Thank you, God Bless and keeping you all in my prayers
Christine
2007-06-01
12:52:13
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