I have a disease, OCD, and I haven't been able to get it under control. I am on my third medication that my dr prescribed me to see if it works. Before I was doing very bad, but decided to make a difference in my life and I was doing great for a good good while. Of course I had ups and down but I remained consistent in the word of God, reading and learning every day. Lately I have been feeling so worthless, I don't want to pray, I don't see the point, and the OCD is worse and worse.
I feel like I am no good, I just want and I don't want to die, I do and I don't. I want to close my eyes and see the goodness of God and not see the horrible images that the OCD puts in my heard. I pray and ask God to help me and I know he is listening to me and believe me isn't like I just started praying. I have been praying and I just want to be able to be normal. I am not demanding God, I know He will do what He needs to do when is time. But I just keep falling deeper and deeper.
2007-03-26
08:09:20
·
6 answers
·
asked by
Anonymous