I've suffered an (unseen) disability for 12 years, and pondered why God hasn't healed me.
Don't tell me it was Him testing me. 12 years of constant pain, suffering, humiliation? No living being with any compassion whatsover, let along a supposed 'all-loving God' will allow me to keep getting my hopes up, then crashing them to the ground as I realise I truly can't do what almost everyone can do, time and time again.
12 years of trying to passionately reach my goals, only to have this condition stop me- no matter how I persevere.
And don't tell me it's my fault, because i don't have enough faith. You don't know my levels of faith (which clearly, are fading).
Don't tell me it's Satan. That's rubbish. if that were true, all the promises 'if two shall join in my name,' would have caused any possible evil spirits to flee my body long ago.
It's just this f**ked up world we live in.
is there a God? i don't know. But if there is, moderChristianity's representattion of Him is surely wrong
2007-03-23
12:54:40
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verygirlygirl
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