I have a problem, I need help please!
I am told by ministers, no matter how hard I try to bring them in to God's fold, I will lose most of my friends to hell due to their free will choice to serve Satan.
I do not know how to handle this. I can't stop loving people!
I wish I never were! Why is God being so cruel to me, shoving it down my throat that no matter how hard I try, it is my fault for people going to hell, why didn't I save them, etc etc.
I never asked God to come here, yet I am being forced to choose heaven or hell. If I choose neither, being trapped in confusion & mental hell, that is choosing hell?
I do not understand! It is painful, confusing, destroying me, but I can't die of suicide because that is "sin"!
Living is hell, hell is hell, everything is hell around me & there is no hope!
I never want to live again unless ALL people can be saved, & I really mean that. I do not care abotu my own life, I care about others more than me.
Why can't I have this?
Why can't I?
2007-03-18
12:38:39
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