when i was younger, i was a chubby ugly quiet kid...i was made fun of, bullied, and no matter what i did to get a girl to like me, it was all in vain.
i was this way till sometime in highschool when i started lifting wieghts and working out hard core. the summer going into college i lost all the fat and suddenly it was like i was a totally different person.
suddenly i was totally noticed for all the right reasons, like some miraculous 'swan' show. i got the girls, i drew in the crowds. i was like mr.cool. now i am 32, and still do everything possible to keep a perfect physic and still be desirable to the ladies...but i have just started to really notice that i am like crazy. if i gain just a pound or so of fat, i work out like nuts. if my fiance doesnt desire me, i immediatly start to look in other directions for attention. so am i crazy, do i have some sort of issue from my past of being undesirable that is causiing me this mental anguish? is professional help in my future?
2007-10-08
13:44:37
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