I honestly feel hate towards my father. There are things that I hold against him, and I can’t move on. I need to, that I know. When I was 6 he locked me outside in the winter for two hours, I had to sit by a dryer vent to keep worm. He tried to kill the neighbors dog in front of me when I was young also. He has physically hurt me many times. It could have been worse, and it wasn’t often but it still makes me angry. It’s odd though, my brother has beat me many more times then my father, yet I care so much about him...and I have no hard feelings. Just when I saw my brother this last summer he threw me down the stairs, but I have moved on. When I see my dad though, it makes me so mad...I actually put poison in his coffee when I was 11...It’s wrong that I feel the way I do, and I need to forgive...I just don’t know how. what do you think?
2006-11-28
18:39:01
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