2 years ago I was immature and messed up. They were harsh though I sincerely regretted. I lost their trust, though there was no reason for this, cause I've never messed up again. That was terrible, devastating, they were important to me. For a year I did my best to earn their trust back, suffered a lot, but didn't succeed. Anyway, my life changed, I got great proofs of trust of teachers and other adults. I grew up, found strenght, stopped suffering, gave up my on parents, got over they didn't trust me. I knew I was trustworthy, from the emotional point of view they weren't important any more. I know they are even proud of me but we hardly talk. They have my lil sister and I just live there, have several good activities and people who trusts and help me, especially a teacher that's like a mom. Now my parents seem upset whth this, maybe they now realize they had no reason to treat me like that. They are trying to rebuild a relationship, but this would be hurtful I don't deserve more pain, now I can't trust they love me, can't see them as loving parents, they didn't act likd that. There are wounds that won't heal. How do I deal with this until I leave home?
2007-07-26
16:04:59
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