Ok. I know that being in the Army is almost impossible to get to plan things, stuff, etc... but my husband was suppossed to be deployed on Jan. 5th, 2008. He is on leave right now in Phoenix visiting his family I couldn't go because of my school. He just called me , telling me he was called and told that he is leaving on the 28th of this month, I know it is only 9 days apart from the old date, but I am in shocked...Today was the first time that I really cry because of this deployment, I was bad a couple of hours ago. I am a good Army wife, I understand his job, but I feel bad because I cried on the phone and he heard me, I promised him not to cry until the next day of his leave day; and I am mad..I feel I am nor prepared for this...and I know I was....I feel depressed , I feel i am failing him. I need to know what is going on? We got married in march, and this is his first deployment, he has 10 years in the service, and he is my hero, but why am I reacting like this to myself. Thanks.
2007-12-03
07:54:00
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