I'm bi polar, and two and a half years ago, I experienced the worst depression of my life. I am currently taking 2 different medications - one for depression and a mood stabilizer, my depression has improved a great deal, but my life has no meaning anymore, and I can no longer find pleasure in anything, no interest in anything. Since my depression, I started having panic attacks and am afraid of just about everything these days. I even had to give up my car because of all of the anxiety is was causing me. I used to be almost a workaholic, but now I can't even work!!! Just the thought of turning in a resume or job application creates such anxiety that I can't even make a resume or fill out an application.
At times I am soooo numb from my depression that I can't even cry, other times I cry over the silliest things and can't stop. I see a psychiatrist, a counselor, and support group, nothing helps.Has anyone else been here???, and lived to see light again?? PLEASE HELP I'm sinking fast..
2006-12-09
17:48:28
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