I feel like I am going really crazy~ I am a 34 year old single mother of 2 boys, hard to handle boys, I have no friends, well not good ones, I am on disability for depression, PTSD, Had a really bad child hood which affects my whole life, I have a major problem with self-injury since I was 11 years old, it slowed down some, but is now back full force, but this time I am hiding it. I am going back to college for nursing, (RN) which is not easy for me to do! But I still feel like I have no purpose in life! I do have a therapist, and a doctor who prescribed my medications, with all this I still feel like crap! I am tired of being alone, I keep telling myself If only I had a man who cared about me all my problems would be okay! But now I realize that is not what I need either. I am not a bad person at all, I care about others, would do anything to help any one, I have a heart of gold. So why do I still feel so bad, why am I still hurting myself. I hate holidays,
2007-12-29
09:12:39
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bonnielynn73
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Mental Health