I want to get help for myself. I am off of work tomorrow and want to call this therapy center my doctor referred me to months ago but I never called.
I am nervous about this and nervous about what people will think of me. I almost prefer to suffer and be "strong" then to admit defeat in a sense and have everyone worrying about me.
If I do this I know a lot of my issues will probably be made known to my family (cutting, drug use, etc) I don't wanna deal with that, but if I don't do something they will just know anyway.
Things have been "better" lately, I know that underneath things aren't really alright but at least I can feign being in a good mood lately and I'm not pulling my hair out with anxiety and other thoughts. It would be easy for me to blow this off, and I know I probably will.
Please some advice, I know a couple of you have been following my questions.
I just feel alone in all this anymore, the friends I turned to now all seem fake and uncaring, maybe its just me, idk...
2007-11-13
15:38:47
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ZAK ATTAK
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Mental Health