I didn't think i was, but i was looking up info and found that i am in the direction of becoming bulimic. I throw up about once a day and i've been doing that for about 2-3 weeks. At first i just wanted to lose weight then it spiraled. I go through these bouts of eating and eating thing like pies, cookies, pizza,and drinks, then i feel fat and disgusting but i can't stop. I eat sooo much then i throw it up to feel better about it. I feel bad cuz i am wasting food. I'd rather not eat anything. I would be saving my parents from grocery shopping as much. goodness.
I dunno why i wrote this. maybe cuz i am anon. and no one knows me here. i safe to say whatever. I don't want to get fat. If i had a flat stomach and no love handles, i'd be content.
I don't know what to do.
2007-10-22
16:33:20
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ade164
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Diet & Fitness