I'm adopted and when I was about 6-7 my parents fostered this older boy who before, was quite a good friend of mine. My parents could not handle him and sent him away to another home when I was 9. I developed quite a strong bond with him especcially as I was an only child before. When he left, my dad asked me if I was okay with it and apparently I was not and burst into tears, ever since, the slightest reminder, his name, anything triggers me to become really quite depressed and angry, more than 10 years after. He contacted me online, but I'm not sure whether it's getting anywhere, I thought I would be happy to get back in touch, but it's made me even more depressed than before. I just feel sad ALL the time, and I can't stop crying. I just don't know why I feel so traumitized by it all. I think it really affected me when I was growing up after that.
2007-10-10
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♪ Rachel ♫
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Mental Health