supposedly my step-mother says that i've been depressed since 11-12 years old, i'm now 25. i've tried to see 2 psychologists but they seemed to be judging me. i have 2 boys, a husband (who thinks i should go crawl in hole cause he's sick of the way i act) and we live with my father-in-law. i think about me and my family dying so i'm always sad and i hate it! i also have trouble sleeping, staying awake and more recently oversleeping. i have trouble concentrating, making decisions, remembering things and i'm slow to do things (my dad and step-mother always called me tortuga). over 4 months ago i got into a huge fight with my father and i haven't talked to him since, he doesn't try to see his grandsons, he used to hit me and my brothers and the longest i've gone without talking to him was 7 1/2 months, did i mention he kicked me out when i was 17? i do tend to dwell on the past...either way i'm making life hard for my family but i'm too scared to go see a doctor. any suggestions? thanks
2007-08-28
06:39:42
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